Nature
You feel something's wrong because you are trying to resist your nature.
You feel the hole in your chest because you are trying to resist your nature.
God made you this way for a reason.
You were never meant to be a slave.
Your father didn't fight so the burden of the father has fallen on the child, you.
You feel empty sitting in an office because you were never meant to be there.
You were meant to fight on a battlefield, you were meant to think only on instinct.
Nowadays there are no more battlefields to fight on, so you must conquer in your own realm. One things for certain.
Some men were born to be slaves to other men and you are NOT one of them.
You are a slave only to God.
You feel empty because you resist your nature.
God made you this way for a reason.
Give in to it.